the air smells like autumn. i miss you but i’m getting over it. the leaves look beautiful against the blue of the sky. i drink cider and try new things and am delighted when it’s raining. i thought i would be ruined by losing you, by the winter coming, by it all ending. instead i’m discovering how to light candles. feel cold but eat ice cream. enjoy things on my own again. i miss you because i miss having a friend. but i’m kind of learning that i’ll feel whole again.
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